Who am I? I am a mother of four to three girls and a son who mean the world to me, a wife of a man I have known since I was 15 that let me grow up when I was so young and still loves me like the day we wed, I am a daughter to a woman who scares me for fear that I will lose my mind to a disease she has with no cure.
Who am I? I am a friend who loves my friends dearly, I am a little sister to my big brother, I am an Auntie who loves to have gatherings with all her family to remember the very best of living and loving and creating memories to last all our lives.
Who am I? I am a want-to-be writer, a want-to-be photographer, I am a marginal cook who sometimes actually makes an amazing dinner and sometimes a laughable one too.
Who am I? I am a lover of my puppies and kitties, I am a once-upon-a-time horseback rider, a big daydreamer, I am a attempt-to-be-gardener to my potted plants because that is all I can handle right now.
Who am I? I am a woman on a journey upon a road that is not familiar, I am a gatherer of feelings, of hopes, of dreams still to come. I am a nurturer to my family even while I hold back sometimes that need to still be "mommy" while they can make their own decisions and choices.
Who am I.... to you...?
who will I be...to you?
what will I become...stronger, weaker, meeker, louder, quieter, fearful, fearless?